I think i like the black layout because it looks simple and classic. I truly believe that BLACK will never go out of style. Everything can be "the NEW black" but Black makes a statement no other colours can ever forget. I want to make a statement in my life that no one will ever forget too. I want to be the super talented, amazing, one-of-a-kind girl that others will remember without reminder. But reality sets in, and i realize that I'm just another person trying to prove herself to the world that I am special and truly unique.

I want to settle for ordinary and know that being ordinary can be extraordinary.

I pride myself with my honesty. I don't have exceedingly high moral standards. I will insult people that wear ugly clothes down the street because I do judge from time to time. I believe in materialistic objects to fulfill my needs, mine just happen to be more expensive than yours. I will joke with you and say mean nasty things only in my head because my guts are not big enough. I pride myself in the fact that I don't put myself on a higher ethical pedestal like others do. I believe money can make me happy, but only love can fulfill me entirely. I believe make-up and doing your hair is essential because we are all flawed in many ways. Don't tell me you don't want to be pretty because you are lying to yourself.

I hate people that think listening to the radio station will lower their IQ. Obviously, your IQ can't be lowered anymore because you think the above.

To be brutally honest, there is nothing more in this world that I dislike more than the people that live their lives thinking they are better than others by having less money, or being smarter, and being less materialistic, and apparently having more character than everyone else. You are so plain stupid.

Addiction...

I can write about how upset I am, that I work in an environment where drama dwells in every corner and conversation. Sometimes, I am in the center of it, and other times...i guess i can be the cause of it too. I really don't enjoying working where people are so different and selfish, and all they are looking for is approval from others. I dont make a sale to help the customer, i make a sale so that I can prove to my Manager that I can bring in the money. You don't train me to make me a better person, You train me so you can show others how capable you are. And now, the only person i get along with outside of work is leaving...and I'm stuck with more people just trying to prove themselves.